Uncertainty

The uncertainties of life.

What seemed so certain once is no longer definite. It's sad, yet liberating. It's liberating, yet sad.

Life.

Sometimes you think you finally came to the conclusion to make the decision. You think the decision has got to be the right one, but time passes and the credence starts to fade... You wonder, if it is the situation, the external forces, or if it is yourself that has developed. But one cannot blame development for occurring. 

I'm on my pessimistic mood. Pms perhaps.

Hope has started to vanish...hope is vanishing... maybe it's too late, maybe it's not the right time. Maybe it's me. I have an urge to chicken out.